Finglonger

This is like a paranoid schizophrenic convention.

NamelessCrewmember

They really are, and I've heard anecdotal evidence of dmt working very well, but haven't come across good studies yet. That being said, much of the research is being done very quietly. I knew a guy where I used to live, had the hookup to the source on most things, could get them absolute pure. He sold much of it to therapists all over the state who were actual licensed therapists who knew these things worked but were unable to utilize them officially. He would tell me about 6 hour, after hours sessions that were miracles for people. None of those were ever written up, or eve really talked about due to the risk for the doctor. Sadly this is the world we live in. I wish you all the luck and good will I can in this endeavor

curiosity38

Thanks brother

NamelessCrewmember

PTSD is a hard one to overcome, you are fighting your own mind. There has been many a success story to come out of using therapeutically ketamine, MDMA, and psilisibin mushrooms to help overcome that. Sometimes it takes that much of kick to push past things, and I have seen a near zero recovery rate with all legal pharmaceuticals.

curiosity38

I'm kind of reliant on my mom right now. The twitching and convulsions are so bad I can't drive anymore. I used to have a great psychiatrist who recommended me to a great pain management guy. Was on 80mg of hydrocodone and a fentanyl patch for a couple years. Things were much more tolerable then. I'm kind of stuck with what I've got now though. Serioquel does zombify you, but it's preferable to the raw terror I was living in.

curiosity38

Thanks. I will.

curiosity38

Nice. I'm on 4 mgs but they're trying to wean me off. Sucks bc I'm nowhere near stable as it is. Seroquel has helped with things a bit as well.

curiosity38

I'm sorry for your suffering. I wish I had some advice, but it's been five years and things have just gotten worse for me.

zeesquees

My phone has been hacked for a few years now, I can hear high pitched frequencies coming from it at random times when it's really quiet. And my tabs are closed without notice so I have to bookmark anything I want to come back to read. I used to have my predective text words hacked too, suggesting words that didn't fit, specifically New and World most of the time. I had a lot of panic and fear and was into some shit that had me questioning which side of the NWO I was working on. I still haven't figured it out, but I backed off the projects and the predictive texts stopped. Still got tones and my internet tabs closing all the time.

curiosity38

They hacked my phone and internet first, then they hacked me. I remember feeling electronically possessed and picking up the phone and rapidly keying in a long string of numbers. Then the voices saying, "Oh, you fucked up."

zeesquees

I've never had that happen, but I also cleanse my brain with 432hz and 528hz music. I think it helps, and animals love it.

Frankensauce

It also prevents homicidal thoughts.

Finglonger

Oh man, savage!

curiosity38

I feel more computer-program AI than human sometimes.

NamelessCrewmember

Ahhh healthy diet. I usually only talk about that in person, I'm tired of fighting trolls who live on doritos and think they will always feel good. You are what you eat, plenty of organic vegetables, organic meats, organic fruits, very little grains. It's amazing how healthy you can be with a simple diet like our great grandparents ate who grew up on a farm. A true family farm, not I have 300 acres of corn/soybeans/wheat farm.

curiosity38

Was thinking the same thing. I like my xanax.

NamelessCrewmember

True, why I value my sleep so highly. A rested mind is an alert and critical one.

curiosity38

Good, and kind, advice. They'll give you some benzos in the psych ward and do make you feel comfortable. This is a very real phenomenon. People need to wake up to this reality before it's too late.

european

Just don't take any blue pills they prescribe you.

NamelessCrewmember

Some have reported that as sensitivity to WiFi. Make sure you are 50' from any wireless router, check to see if you have a smart meter that does similar things. These are two fixable items that may help. Research shows about 1-2 weeks before changes manifest and you can sleep again.

european

Found the alcoa shill.

free2live

lol, of that I am sure.

european

Tin foil hats amplify signals. Faraday apparell is what you need.

free2live

Tinfoil hats only make it worse... Duh

Finglonger

clearly not

stillinit

I have been a victim of this technology. My phone and PC were also taken over and I was gang-stalked as well. It lasted for a few months. Very scary. Im lucky I'm not dead or in prison. Research remote neural monitoring if you're interested.

curiosity38

It's very real and horrific. You're unbelievably lucky that it stopped. I'm at the five year mark and I don't know if it will ever end. I also consider myself lucky to have avoided death and prison, but I did get entangled in the psychiatric system. It doesn't matter how many legitimate sources you have on this tech, people don't want to entertain such a disturbing possibility.

EDIT- I have always been skeptical of gangstalking victims but I'm hearing it more and more in conjunction with legitimate testimonials concerning mind control. I will investigate it further.

stillinit

The effects dwindled after about 3 months but I was still getting images beamed into my head. It sounds crazy, but I tripped on robotussin so I could get a better understanding of what I was going through, and it ended up completely curing me. The next day I was back to normal. Well, I wouldn't say completely normal. It took 1-2 years before I was completely normal and not paranoid. They WILL make you think you're a messiah or something, they WILL make you think it's aliens. When I finally realized what was going on, they still tried to make me believe aliens were responsible for what I was going though. I'll never forget it.. I went to the pool with my brother one day and right when I got there they beamed the most cliche alien type sound into my head and at that point I was so over it, I just rolled my eyes and continued to pretend to be normal around my brother. Before that I went to the beach one day and just started talking to people and I happen to run into this guy who claimed to have worked for the CIA and I told him what I was going through and he's the one that told me about remote neural monitoring. Do I believe he really worked for the CIA? I don't know, It doesn't matter, but this guy did help set me on the right path to figuring out what was going on with me. Fuck I should write a book.

curiosity38

Was there ever any talk about Satan?

stillinit

With the CIA guy? He did briefly mention his "Satanic Bible" and I didn't want to go down that path so I didn't question him on it. But yeah that's another thing, they do make you believe it's satan that's fucking with you as well. It sure felt like satan.

curiosity38

Yeah, I get certain voices trying to sound friendly, advising me that other voices are Satan. Like I said on the site, it feels like an electronic possession. Sometimes they take control of my entire being and I say things like "Kill so-and-so" or "I'm Satan." Did you ever experience forced speech?

stillinit

Another thing to look out if is DON'T be influenced by the television, music lyrics or anything else. They will use media to make you believe someone or something is trying to tell you something. They will influence people around you to say certain things as well. When something is too coincidental and you think it's a message from the gods, it's most likely them fucking with you.

curiosity38

They will influence people around you to say certain things as well.

I think this explains the majority of the gangstalking phenomenon.

stillinit

No I did not.. Thank god. 5 years is a long time. Are you still politically active? Maybe try the robotrip and see if that helps you at all.

curiosity38

I was never politically active until this started. Now I'm trying to spread the word. My dad and his brother were fairly big anti-war activists in the 60s. May have something to do with it. I don't hear of many Republic targets.

EDIT- will consider dxm, 4-aco-dmt was not beneficial

stillinit

Why do you think it started if you weren't politically active before? Sorry if it's in the article. Havent had time to read it yet.

curiosity38

I don't know. I was a mid-tier drug dealer, kind of politically active (I handed out pamphlets opposing Bush and was promoting Nobody for President), my dad and uncle were in left-wing anti-war organizations in the 60s. So the gov't wouldn't like me, exactly, but I never perceived myself as an actual threat or activist.